I began writing the book Yogi Bhajan gave me on the deeper, yogic meaning of the Siri Guru Granth Sahib in 2004. Since that time it has clearly been Gurus pothi. God-given, natural life experiences have provoked profound realizations and Guruji in many forms has given challenges that are only won by total surrender to Guru's presence, God's Will and Love Devine.
In this sense, 2004-2008 is the most subtle, sacred era of my life and the least understood as well as the most difficult for others to believe and to accept. You can receive natural insights by reading memoirs leading up to these awakenings.